Tell me how I can use sleight of hand to refuse medication
According to my "psychiatrist," I have high level paranoid schizophrenia, which I strongly disagree and he has been prescribing me "medications" that I am forced to take under duress so that I can "normalize" (I feel normal already) but I know he is doing it to control me so I refused the "medication" at the beginning and later when he insisted I take it and at that time I began to fake ingesting the "medicine" by pretending to swallow and now my "psychiatrist" has ordered that my "caregiver" begin swabbing my mouth (a disgusting violation) to be sure that I have swallowed this "medicine" and I do not know what to do as even though I have been expecting this for a while, it has caught me off-guard.
Are there any ways I can get around this some of you must have been in a similar situation, if you can understand to me this is like I am being invaded by a foreign army that wishes to poison the soil that I use to farm.
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